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I have no idea what to do. I've never felt this bad in my whole life (and still I've wanted to commit suicide a bunch of times earlier). I found out the day before yesterday that the person I love more than anything else in the whole world, the person I would do anything for, the person I would die for, doesn't know if he loves me anymore. Well.. he says that he do love me, but has no idea in what way.. He's afraid that it's probably not in the way I want him to and he doesn't know if he wants me or just someone. Anyone. He says he needs time. Time to figure it out. Time to figure out the he might not love me.
 I had no idea I was capable of hurting this much and all I want is for it to stop.